I'm thinking I'm so used to going to school, coming to class, sometimes upset with work, but most of the time, feeling this sense of joy that's not describable with words... I'm thinking..what if holidays come? What will I miss most? 13 weeks is fast coming to an end. i will miss them most. yl, j, sy, a, hy, qq, c

God, thank you for seeing me through today. I thought I was going to die with the 2 presentations I had.

Today I thought of something...
am I taking people's love for me for granted, such that I think I have it in me something that's lovable. (it takes courage to pen this here) Then I link it with...how Christians are nothing, we are nothing, if we let ourselves be bigger... God will become smaller. I don't want.........
Then in art history, d asked "do you all know the story about David?" I really don't. It dawned on me that I needa walk the talk... Am I spending quality time with God? Do I think about God? Do I want to be His child? Do I treasure this relationship with HIM? Am I taking His love for granted? "The seriousness of sin and severity of judgement..."

no worries, I'm ok. these thoughts are just thoughts I think of sometimes as reminders, encouragements.. (:

let me tell you about my friends:

yl: she is the closest friend in my class, one of my favourite person in class. She is someone who truly communicates with you instead of talk to fill the space. She is someone who will mop, sweep the floor when she knows her grandma is coming to her house, because she does not want to let her grandma do the housework. She has a younger sister and brother, it is in her that she cares about people, particularly younger children, like her numerous tution kids. Once her brother needs money, she immediately travelled all the way to the nearest atm machine to transfer him the money. the place was not that near......! People comes first in her heart. Like how even when she's tired, she will laugh with you at things, or be asking about you, instead of lamenting on her tiredness. She is good with explaining things such that you will understand. She doesn't have any front, instead what is before you is who she is. She asks when she does not know, she is very real, the realness in her draws me to her, it makes me think of jun.. and yl is very very cheerful, she has a heart for laughable things, yet on the same time she is not the super duper happy go lucky kind of girl, in her, she cries alot, easily... and she loves meaningful love songs, or songs wth lyrics that draw her into the song.. into that emotion. she is sad today=(
I hope to walk with her, but I know not how to make her smile again...

sy: you will find everyone in her heart. Being with her gives me comfort, she gives you the smile when you need one, she cares for you when you feel helpless, she laughs the heartiest smile when she finds something funny. Her pink face, her pinkness, pink pouch, pink wallet, pink bag, pink pencil case! they are truly her. She's not totally soft... she is strong inside her, like how she carried the thick fat art history books all the way to her hall. Her xie xie ni is very sincerely spoken, and you can feel she's really really thankful whenever she says it. sweet voice! hahaha. if she ever reads this, i wonder if she blushes... hee. you will want to be with this shy, yet when she's warmed up with you, becomes your friend kinda friend. she is concidentally, a yan of my life.

c: she is a child of God, she shows through her daily life, if saints are people who lets you understand God easier by living the life He wants, she has done it. She has depth in her, whereby she's thinking about the most extraordinary things always. She makes me laugh, literally,like when she's with me, she will tolerate my sillyness with this frown and say something out of the box. hmms. think of mel. she's like mel to me. Her pursue of righteousness makes me smile in times of distress. At times, she is thinking alot, at times, she plays with me alot. I like her alot. hehehehehe

okay, more next time! (: I am contented, blessed. thank you God.